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Crazy in love with these two songs!

Illegal

Who would have thought
That you could hurt me
The way you’ve done it?
So deliberate, so determined

And since you have been gone
I bite my nails for days and hours
And question my own questions on and on

So tell me now, tell me now
Why you’re so far away
When I’m still so close

You don’t even know the meaning of the words “I’m sorry”
You said you would love me until you die
And as far as I know you’re still alive, baby
You don’t even know the meaning of the words “I’m sorry”
I’m starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman’s heart

I tried so hard to be attentive
To all you wanted
Always supportive, always patient
What did I do wrong?
I’m wondering for days and hours
It’s clear, it isn’t here where you belong

- Illegal, Shakira

Mistake

And so I was just another link in your long, never-ending chain.

Thanks for teaching me that my trust can be so easily brushed aside, so easily trampled upon.

The underneath’s no big surprise.

DAAAAMMNNNN ANGRY I spent an hour in the morning rushing 34 letters of demand for the pupil sitting beside me.

Like seriously? It isn’t even my job I’m not supposed to be doing the admin stuff for this batch of letters since my lawyer isn’t even in charge of it! Even when briefing the pupil during the handover of the files my lawyer told him, “You’ll have to do the admin stuff for this batch of files yourself because Alexis will be busy helping me with my things.”

But guess what the cheebye motherfucker partner in charge of the files said?

“Ask Alexis to do it. She’s the secretary she’ll know better what to do.”

@$@#$#$^@$%@$!!!!

Does he think I have nothing else better to do? He doesn’t know right? That dude’s a pupil, a budding lawyer – I’m sure it’d be jolly easy for him to pick up the ropes of shitass brainless admin work.

I swear if the partner asks me to do anything else for this batch of files, I’m totally gonna confront him. Who cares if he’s a partner? With his lack of basic EQ and consideration for fellow humans, not to mention the non-cutting edge cases he does, he doesn’t deserve the least bit of respect from me. Not at all.

It’s this type of lawyers that make me lose a little faith in the law fraternity. But it’s also them who indirectly spur me on to make me wanna do well so I can trash them in the courtroom one day and sneer at them.

OMG!!!!!

I WANNA LOOK LIKE HERRRR!!!!

But I think even plastic surgery won’t help.

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I WANNA BE SKINNY, TONED AND HOT. :(

Have been suffering from post-diet syndrome lately and eating like the glutton I really am. Feeling so super fat! Time to exercise and slim down a little before CNY rolls around in two weeks. Am hoping that the whole day of spring-cleaning on Friday would contribute to a little weight loss!

I wonder how some girls can remain so slim and prettaye regardless of how they gorge themselves. Life is so so unfair RAAHH!!!

Shall earn lots and lotsa money next time and go for lipo and plastic surgery so I shall be rich and hot. WOOHOOOOO!!!!

Choices

Would you ever take a journey if you knew ahead of time that you’d become hopelessly lost, or have your heart broken into pieces?

How about if you knew ahead of time that, on that very same journey, you’d also find yourself, fall passionately in love, and live happily ever after?

Would you ever take a journey, Alexis, if you knew ahead of time that you’d become hopelessly lost, have your heart broken into pieces, and sometimes wish you’d never been born?

The most important things are the hardest to say.

“They are the things you get ashamed of, because words diminish them – words shrink things that seemed limitless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they’re brought out. But it’s more than that, isn’t it? The most important things lie too close to wherever your secret heart is buried, like landmarks to a treasure your enemies would love to steal away. And you may make revelations that cost you dearly only to have people look at you in a funny way, not understanding what you’ve said at all, or why you thought it was so important that you almost cried when you were saying it. That’s the worst, I think. When the secret stays locked within not for the want of a teller but for the want of an understanding ear.”

- Stephen King