The weirdest thing happened to me just now while I was having dinner with the family at the coffee shop. I was sitting down minding my own business when all of a sudden I felt so fucking dizzy it was as though things were spinning around me in slow motion wtf. I mean who ever gets dizzy SITTING DOWN doing nothing and drinking ICE LEMON TEA?! And when I stood up it got all the worse like the feeling you get after you turn 10 rounds and try to stand still.
Now I feel nauseous as hell.
I’ve decided that I have absolutely no talent in dancing. Was trying to learn how to shuffle but apparently my legs and brain are quite disconnected and I ended up stomping around my room like a three-legged cow. One would wonder how the hell I manage to do Muay Thai with this kinda (lack of) coordination.
Zouk with Addie and the Taboo boys on Wednesday. Can’t wait!
LOVE LOVE LOVE MY JOB AT TABOO MUCHOS AND I CAN’T BELIEVE I’LL BE ON AT LEAST A MONTH’S LEAVE FROM ONE OF MY FAVOURITE PLACES ON EARTH.
Tonight was pretty interesting despite the fact that I was so tired staring at the computer screen Skyping with Jeanette for hours I was practically falling asleep. Sean, Joseph, Jeanette and Gwen dropped by and Hafidz, Din and Louis came by to club! Thank goodness for them or I’d prolly have drooled all over the bags left in my charge.
On a more random note, I find it really cute that the gay guys keep trying to hook their lesbian friends up with me. One of them even flashed his friend’s bra/boobs asking me “OKAY ANOT? You want?!” and I had absolutely NO idea how to reply him! Socially awkward animal here helloooooo?
One of the regular boys there, Jireh, so excitedly came up to me today yelping “HEY YOU MUST CALL MY FRIEND OKAY. REMEMBER THE CUTE ONE FROM LAST WEEK?” Upon hearing that I’ve been hanging out with her (Jeanette), his face positively lit up I was so super amused please!
Love my gay boys (when they’re not being TOO gay). I really really need to recover fast after the operation so I can get back to where I feel most comfortable at! Okay off to rest the back that’s throbbing like a bulldozer just ran over it. Nighty night (or morning, maybe, since it’s already 6.30am)!
I feel like the world’s dumbest person.
Remind me never, NEVER, to take painkillers right before downing alcohol. The mixture of painkillers, gastric pills, tequila shots and redbull vodka caused me to damn near black out just now. I’ve never had my vision go totally black not once, twice, but countless times within a short span of half an hour before! Totally jialat and I couldn’t go a few steps without my vision escaping me totally.
Whatever it is, Play tonight was pretty fun (besides the fact that Shir sat on her own puke and proceeded to lean on me after that – never had puke-smelling perfume before and I must say it’s not very appealing) and the music was very much to my liking! The best part of the night was that Ruby’s friend Bella won the Andro Hunt competition. YAYNESS TO THE MAX. The downside, though, was that thanks to the near blacking out and me sitting on the floor under the table, I DIDN’T GET TO CATCH HER PERFORMANCE. 
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So today saw me crawling out of bed bleary-eyed at an ungodly hour of 11am to go for lunch then head down to SGH for a series of tests. Besides my lousy aiming into the tiny opening of the container given to me for the urine test (they should so totally give a container with a bigger opening cuz who the fuck will know where the opening where the pee comes out from is unless they’re staring straight at it?!), the only thing remotely interesting about my day was the survey thing I had to take at the end of the visit.
How has back pain affected your sex life?
- My sex life is unchanged.
- My sex life is unchanged but I experience more pain.
- My sex life is unchanged but I experience pain.
- My sex life is limited.
- My sex life is inactive. Please state reason.
I swear I stared at this question for 5 minutes trying to decide what to answer. I mean, lesbian sex is obviously less destructive to the back than straight sex, so it won’t really accurately portray the current situation! And I couldn’t really select that “My sex life is inactive” option because HELLO WTH?! What reason am I supposed to state?! “I’m only interested in gay sex at the moment”?
Stupid me selected “My sex life is inactive” before realising that a reason has to be stated for the option. Changed my mind and decided that I’d be better off selecting the “My sex life is unchanged” option but TADAAAAHHHH the other option refused to automatically be unclicked and I couldn’t delete that selection!
Me: Erh.. how do I delete my selection on the “My sex life is inactive” option?
Lady: Oh. I can help you delete it later. So your answer is “My sex life is unchanged?” *stares*
Me: Erh… yes.
Lady: Okay sure I’ll help you change it later.
Me: Okay thanks. Will the parents be seeing this?
Lady: *laughs* NO DON’T WORRY.
>=[
On a totally random note, I should really stop eating my tau sar peng (and pineapple tarts) for supper. I think it’s causing me to be constipated.
Appointment at SGH went pretty smoothly today though I spent about 3 hours there! I mean, that’s beside the fact that I found out the exact problem(s) with the extremely hardy back of mine.
Crack in the bone.
1 slipped disc and 1 partially slipped disc.
1 worn out disc.
But whatever it is, the surgery for my slipped disc (the one that’s slipped until super jialat) is set for 14 July I can’t wait! Nervous, yes. Scared, yes. Excited, definitely! Can’t wait to get (almost) full mobility back again although it’ll definitely take time.
YAY.
And I’m finally going for my appointment at SGH tomorrow although it’s a different doctor from the one my family doc referred me to initially but who cares! The first doc was sucha bitch keep going on leave so unprofessional! Whatever it is, I can’t wait for the appointment tomorrow I hope the doc cuts me open quick and repairs my back.
Maybe I should go down to the British Council tomorrow after the appointment to register for the IELTS-whatever English test and start collating my stuff for uni application. Am feeling pretty much proactive today after an awesome night working at Tabs yesterday it’s like a breath of fresh air after rotting and stoning my days away at Suntec’s thermal scanning!
Okay I’m sooooo sorry for procrastinating on blogging about BKK till now, but AIYAH. While it’s partly because I’m lazy and have no inspiration, the other part of the reason (excuse) is that I’ve been busy with work! The day after coming back I went for training till 10 plus at night and was so exhausted I just conked out. Then after that was thermal scanning duty with Justine at Suntec till yesterday! So you see… I have my reasons for leaving the blog relatively untouched!
Enough digressing. Well, as I suppose you guys should know, I was in BKK from 13 – 17 June. Can’t wait to go back there and shop more! The other 3 partners in crime were Joel, Sijie (Joel’s gf) and Dean.
Attended Bianca’s memorial thing at Blackberry Bar just now and I think it’s finally sinking in that she’s well and truly gone. Thought about the various occasions with her and the one time at Zouk when I was crying and crying on the verge of hyperventilating and she hugged me and told me she’d fight either of the two people for me. You’re one of the awesomest people I’ve every known.
18 – full of life, dreams, hopes for the future. 18 – full of excitement at what the world had to offer. 18 – and you brightened up the worlds of people who were lucky enough to get to know you.
You, we haven’t forgotten and never will.
I finally overcame trying to fit the world inside a picture frame.
